Life: Good. Bad. Definitly Ugly.

Turkey Day is tomorrow! :D

2011-11-23T13:45:00.000-08:00

The epic holiday season starts tomorrow with Thanksgiving! I love November and December because it feels like nothing can go wrong in the world. You're surrounded by friends and family, everyone is in the best mood and its the end of a new year. When a year ends, you can start all over again. Everything that happened in 2011 is gone and 2012 is a new year with new surprises. Regrets that you have should be gone, the dark moments that you had should start to slowly go away. Friends lost will be made up with new ones by the start of the new year.

But the holidays shouldn't be about how many gifts you get or what your friends will think about what you get. This time of the year is about being thankful for the things and life you have. There are so many people in this world who can't give their child a gift on Christmas or even give a thanksgiving to their kids because they don't have the money. No matter where you're coming from, there is always someone who has it worse than you. Much worse. Be greatful for the life God (or whoever you believe or don't) gave you because you can be taken out of this world just as quickly as you were put into this world.

"It's the most wonderful time of the year!" You'd be crazy to think otherwise :O

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2011-11-05T19:25:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt like you were behind everybody else? Like with your academics or social life? Or a road block in life you want to get over? I'm back in that same spot... again.

I'm about to turn 18 years old and I still don't have my license. It's been a year since I got my permit and I am just ready to be trusted with that responsibility of driving on the road. But there's just one slight problem... No one wants to take me out. Ever heard of that saying, "Good things come to those who wait?" Well, whoever told you that was lying. My mom is too scared of taking me out driving and has even grabbed the wheel from me a couple times. My other mom never wants to take me out and my brother isn't twenty-one yet. And so many things have come up preventing me from driving that I feel the universe just doesn't want me to get my license. I find it ridiculous.

I'm at that point where I have so much frustration because all my friends have their license and I am no where near feeling confident in taking my road test. I feel like I'm 10 steps behind everybody else. But all my life I've been behind everybody else. I couldn't read at my grade level till middle school, I didn't get good grades till I moved and I didn't know anything about music till I moved, too. I want my license so bad but I can't seem to convince anybody of that.

Yes, I have more important things going on that I will not give up just so I can drive for thirty minutes. No way in hell that's going to happen. But I want that luxury of having that ability of going in the car to see my friends and go to the mall. But no, I just have to take things at a much slower pace than everybody. Just like everything else that's happened in my life.

Definitely the BAD in life...
I am praying this situation will have a very happy ending (:

What's up with this weather?

2011-10-27T18:37:00.000-07:00

I hate snow. The only thing thats amazing about snow is getting a snowday. That's the only thing I love about snow but everything else can go away. Summer is the only way to go or spring. Summer means total relaxation, fun and having absolutely no care in the world! Spring is that transition season out of winter where you literally smell the roses. AMAZING!

But I feel this year I'm going to hate summer because I'll be starting college this coming fall... Oh the joy of growing up. Feels like yesteday I started high school and now my high school career is coming to an end.
Only positive of graduating high school is you don't have to deal with the annoying freshman. Some are cool and chill but 95% of them are irritating. They'll learn one day why, us seniors now and years who graduated, strongly dislike freshman.

This post was sort of ranty. This post is about the good & bad in life; snow (feeling is up to you) and college(hopefully the good in your life or another path in life)!
But that's okay(: Ranting about life is funnn! As long as you keep it interesting (:

1st post! Where shall I start? :)

2011-10-10T14:05:00.000-07:00

Well... I've never had a blog before... I've wanted to have a blog ever since I could remember. I'll talk about everything and help you out in someway(: I'll talk about struggles and experiences I've been through, certain topics that are important to me & hopefully you and certainly whatever you want to know about! Want me to write about something; tell me! I will.
I might be young but I've taken notes in this thing called life.
SO! I think this first post is going to be about dreams... The good in life.

Having a dream is what keeps me going each day. I don't have a dream of running my own business or being a mom to five kids. I'm going to be 18 in December and I know a lot of people much older than I am who don't have a dream. They just live their life day by day. Then they look back and say, "Dammit, I should of done [whatever] when I had the chance." I'm not going to be one of those people who wish they should of done something when they had the chance. No, that's not going to happen. I have a dream that I plan to make come true. I don't know when and certainly don't know how; but I will.

I'm an inspiring actress who just wants to have a chance; especially on one of the many stages of Broadway. I'm not what you would call skinny and I'm okay with that but I don't think people see past the facade. So many doors have been slammed in my face just because they don't see a girl who is a size 2 and can't be a certain character... But I'm going to change that. I'm going to show people that it doesn't matter what size you are. All that matters is the talent someone has and drive they hold; not some stupid look people can't seem to look past. Everyone who thinks I can't be something will eat their words and see that this small town girl will do something more risk-taking then someone who had a lifetime or opportunities to take.

Don't think you can't do something just because there are people bringing you down. With every obstacle thrown at you; jump over it and keep on going. There's nothing you can't do. Anything is possible. If something wasn't possible, would people being doing it as a hobby or a career? I don't think so.

What's your dream? Is it to move to another country & experience a new lifestyle you've never thought of as a lifestyle? Learn 10 languages before you turn 30? Is there anything stopping you from making that dream come true? Leave me a comment and tell me about it(: